『Since we were young』
Gendre : Romance, drama, fluff, angst,
Fanfic bahasa inggris, kalo ada salah tenses/grammar nya maklum masih belajar :)
Ongoing, up to 10 chapter.
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----- “Kouji, we will always be together forever! It’s
a promise!”
-----“Yeah! Of course!”
That childhood memories, kept lingering on my mind. Forgetting anything
was impossible, being trapped in an unfinished conclusion. I wondered through
the scene, the memories about you, the one who always kind to me, the one who
always made me laughing beside of crying.
Where are you now? Do you still remember about me? That slipped out
from my mouth while crying. It was like a nightmare, seven years had passed
without your bright smile that had always made me felt at ease.
I wanted to meet you, at least in my dream.
Because random things had happened, my important memories about you was
all vanished by accident. It ruined all that we had done, your face, your
smile, your attitude, had disappeared from my mind, forever. I couldn’t even
remember your name, the one thing I
could do was crying and crying. That was so funny, right?
Before all of the things got ruined away, I wanted to say something for
you with my selfish heart and unthoughtful mind.
-----“Please
forget me”
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-----“Kouji, we will always be together forever! It’s
a promise!”
-----“Yeah! Of course!”
Your high-pitched voice, the one that always tried his best to not cry in
front of me. Remembering about that was nothing for a piece of cake. Holding
this painful body, being lonely in a cold room with the sound of demise that
had been calling me through the dream.
How are you now? Are you still
crying as before? That was being written on a unreplied letter. It was hard to
believe, I spent the most of my life in the room that full of medicine, blood
spilling, the sound of machine. Seven years more like a thousand years without
doing something that would make you smiling.
I missed you, from the bottom of my
heart.
I was the idiot one, promising you
such a thing that made you feel sad or unsatisfied. Leaving you alone, unable
to make you laugh as hard as you could. I wanted to cheer you up. Even with my
helpless strength, I still remembered your name. That was amazing, right?
I said to my weakself, I would be
better for your sake, I would hold your hand and getting a happily ever after,
so please.
-----“Please
don’t forget me”