Fanfic OC (original character )


『Since we were young』
Gendre : Romance, drama, fluff, angst, straight couple bukan yaoi
Fanfic bahasa inggris, kalo ada salah tenses/grammar nya maklum masih belajar :)
Ongoing, up to 10 chapter. 
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----- “Kouji, we will always be together forever! It’s a promise!”

-----“Yeah! Of course!”

That childhood memories, kept lingering on my mind. Forgetting anything was impossible, being trapped in an unfinished conclusion. I wondered through the scene, the memories about you, the one who always kind to me, the one who always made me laughing beside of crying.

Where are you now? Do you still remember about me? That slipped out from my mouth while crying. It was like a nightmare, seven years had passed without your bright smile that had always made me felt at ease.

I wanted to meet you, at least in my dream.

Because random things had happened, my important memories about you was all vanished by accident. It ruined all that we had done, your face, your smile, your attitude, had disappeared from my mind, forever. I couldn’t even remember your name, the one thing  I could do was crying and crying. That was so funny, right?

Before all of the things got ruined away, I wanted to say something for you with my selfish heart and unthoughtful mind.

-----“Please forget me”

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-----“Kouji, we will always be together forever! It’s a promise!”

-----“Yeah! Of course!”

Your high-pitched voice, the one that always tried his best to not cry in front of me. Remembering about that was nothing for a piece of cake. Holding this painful body, being lonely in a cold room with the sound of demise that had been calling me through the dream.

How are you now? Are you still crying as before? That was being written on a unreplied letter. It was hard to believe, I spent the most of my life in the room that full of medicine, blood spilling, the sound of machine. Seven years more like a thousand years without doing something that would make you smiling.

I missed you, from the bottom of my heart.

I was the idiot one, promising you such a thing that made you feel sad or unsatisfied. Leaving you alone, unable to make you laugh as hard as you could. I wanted to cheer you up. Even with my helpless strength, I still remembered your name. That was amazing, right?

I said to my weakself, I would be better for your sake, I would hold your hand and getting a happily ever after, so please.

-----“Please don’t forget me”